Vengeance Is Mine

Hey you caught me in a coma
And I don’t think I wanna
Ever come back to this…world again
Kinda like it in a coma
‘Cause no one’s ever gonna
Oh, make me come back to this…world again
Now I feel as if I’m floating away
I can’t feel all the pressure
And I like it this way
But my body’s callin’
My body’s callin’
Won’t ya come back to this…world again
Suspended deep in a sea of black
I’ve got the light at the end
I’ve got the bones on the mast
Well I’ve gone sailin’, I’ve gone sailin’
I could leave so easily
While friends are calling back to me
I said they’re
They’re leaving it all up to me
When all I needed was clarity
And someone to tell me
What the fuck is going on
Goddamn it!


Slippin’ farther an farther away
It’s a miracle how long we can stay
In a world our minds created
In a world that’s full of shit


Help me
Help me
Help me
Help me
Bastard


Please understand me
I’m climbin’ through the wreckage
Of all my twisted dreams
But this cheap investigation just can’t
stifle all my screams
And I’m waitin’ at the crossroads
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Where are you


No one’s gonna bother me anymore
No one’s gonna mess with my head no more
I can’t understand what all the fightin’s for
But it’s so nice here down off the shore
I wish you could see this
‘Cause there’s nothing to see
It’s peaceful here and it’s fine with me
Not like the world where I used to live
I never really wanted to live


Zap him again
Zap the son of a bitch again


Ya live your life like it’s a coma
So won’t you tell me why we’d wanna
With all the reasons you give it’s
It’s kinda hard to believe
But who am I to tell you that I’ve seen
any reason why you should stay
Maybe we’d be better off without you anyway


You got a one way ticket
On your last chance ride
Gotta one way ticket
To your suicide
Gotta one way ticket
An there’s no way out alive
An all this crass communication
That has left you in the cold
Isn’t much for consolation
When you feel so weak and old
But is home is where the heart is
Then there’s stories to be told
No you don’t need a doctor
No one else can heal your soul


Got your mind in submission
Got your life on the line
But nobody pulled the trigger
They just stepped aside
They be down by the water
While you watch ‘em waving goodbye
They be callin’ in the morning
They be hangin’ on the phone
They be waiting for an answer
When you know nobody’s home
And when the bell’s stopped ringing
It was nobody’s fault but your own
There were always ample warnings
There were always subtle signs
And you would have seen it comin’
But we gave you too much time
And when you said that no one’s listening
Why’d your best friend drop a dime
Sometimes we get so tired of waiting
For a way to spend our time
An “It’s so easy” to be social
“It’s so easy” to be cool
Yeah it’s easy to be hungry
When you ain’t got shit to lose
And I wish that I could help you
With what you hope to find
But I’m still out here waiting
Watching reruns of my life
When you reach the point of breaking
Know it’s gonna take some time
To heal the broken memories
That another man would need
Just to survive

I’m feelin pretty down in the last couple of weeks. Well, everything just fuckin frustrates me..don’t know what to do..

Been to the gamescom in Cologne. Didn’t get a ticket, because everything was pretty filled with people so we’ve visited the city. And after that I went to my girlfriend for one day. Has been wonderful :’)
I Love You ♥

We are currently writing a new song. I think it’s gonna be a pretty cool song, kinda catchy I don’t know. Gonna keep you guys on the run.

Cheers~

Wow, it’s been a pretty long time ago since I’ve posted something :o
Well, alot of stuff happened..We had another gig, made holidays on a fuckin island and I’ve finally visited my girlfriend :’)
Well, she lives about 550km away from me ._.
When I first saw her, it was awkward :D I only hugged her, because her mum was there to pick me up :D
She left us at home and right after we closed the door of her room she kissed me :’) I’ve been there for 6 days and we had such an awesome time together…
When I had to leave, I’ve fuckin cried, when I sat in the train. When I was home I couldn’t sleep, because she wasn’t laying next to me…I cried a lot because of her, because I really fuckin miss her .__.
I’ve never cried, because I missed someone, but well…yeah..
I really fuckin love her and she loves me..and I want so spent the rest of my fuckin life with her…

So Ashley..I Love You..♥

Alright, we now got the sampler with our two songs on it :D
but, the cd is at our drummer’s house and he’s partying right now :D
well, I think tomorrow you will get a little preview of the songs.

Now I’m going to Hoang, playing some WOW :D

Laterz~

So, I just came back from the studio. It was just fuckin awesome. The studio looked really cool and the gear they had was great. We recorded 2 Songs and I just love them. We recorded from 14:15 till 19:00. Man, I’m so happy :D
Well, but now I’m fuckin tired, so I will get some sleep and go out later.
Oh, and in about 2 weeks we will show the songs to the public.
Good Night Sleep Tight, bitches <3

Tomorrow I will write my final exam in german, I’m pretty confident about it, because languages are my thang :D
Hmm, today I will go out with 2 of the band and some other guys. A restaurant has re-opened/moved to another place and we’re going there to see how it looks like.
Also I’ve got my hair cut, pretty short in my opinion, but still looks good to me :D
Cheers.

Today is another fuckin busy day. I have to finish my art project. It’s a “My Little Pony”. We have to recreate it. I’m doing a Jill Valentine Pony ♥
Also I have to study for biology, because I’m writing an exam tomorrow…
Later on I will phone with Anna, I guess :D ♥
Tomorrow will be the last band rehearsal before we’re going into the studio to record our first album and some songs for a sampler. Pretty excited :)

Man, it’s fucking boring today..Woke up at something about 1 o’ clock, ate breakfast, watched WGM and then phoned with Amelie ♥ Then I sat the whole day in the kitchen and worked on my german project. I have to do some things to the book “Die Physiker”. It’s a good book, but the the tasks fuckin sucks! The best task may be to draw the asylum. Now I’m currently working on an instrumental track. Got the drums, and a riff und now I’m putting a solo over it. I don’t know what I should do if there wouldn’t be music. Maybe I’ve already shot myself…